The truth
If you heard my thoughts
Would you be scared
To know the truth that I have never cared
Not as a friend
Or anything more
But why is it me you have to adore?
But I’m having to hear your stories
And listen to your lies
If you were a real friend
You would see it in my eyes
That I am sick of hearing it
That I am sick of you
Trying to be something that isn’t true
Now I have cut you out of my life
Like how people cut with a blade of a knife
I saw an interview on youtube with Ricky and Chris and a fan asked them if they wanted there fans to participate in songs and such in the further future and he said thats not up to them but if they had a t-shirt design that was sick to turn them in.
I did this design for Immaculate Misconception. I redid this, what was once my art project from last year. It was displayed at my school district but anyways. It had to do with the whole “open your mind before your mouth” concept so I figured this would be good to use.
I’m not sure if I should turn it in or where to so they will be able to receive it.
Thoughts?
Drawn by Daniella
Cheer and other dreams…..
At cheer comp.I know a little preppy, but I’m really not! I’m like the total opposite. Anyways, Im just waiting. My lips feel soft on my as I’m bitting my nails. Being patient. Still irritated though. My cheer teams younger team just performed. Have to wait for their awards. Then wait 3 more hours so we can preform, wait for our awards. To add to that, we’re in sac. Which is 2 hours from where I live. Its literally an all day process just to be judge by some snobby ass holes. It’s all worth it though. The feeling I get when I preform for those 2 1/2 minutes is the best feeling in the world. It’s like, well all of your problems just disappear, and you are just so confident. Plus, well it’s hard to explain, but it’s amazing. I’ve always been a performer, weather dance, or cheer. It’s not really what I want to do when I grow up though. Im only 12 now. What I truly want, nay, desire is to be a lead singer in a band and perform my original music and to get my message out there. I’ve always love music, with a flaming passion. I’ve recently started writing music. Yes, I do understand it takes a lot of hard working years to make it where I hope to be some day, but I will put in the hard work to do so. At home, I’m just sick of being everyones scapegoat, but that’s another story. Anyways, it’s all because of this one band. There called motionless in white. There songs, there lyrics, there instruments are all just so perfect. There music has saved my life and helped me stop cutting myself, I finally reliesed how stupid it was. There lead singer, Chris motionless (cerulli), and there rhythm guitarist, Ricky Horror (Olson), are mostly my influences. Chris because he’s just so straight forward with his opinions on things, and he’s real, he speaks the truth nobody wants to hear. Through his lyrics he actually tells a story, instead talking about partying and other stupid shit the music industry throws out there. You can also tell he’s been through some rough shit. Ricky truly influences me because of his writing. Also the way he thinks of things. He’s the reason why I started writing. His writing pieces are just so detailed, and run smoothly as you read them. By his writings, you can tell he’s a man with many layers and has been through some bull shit himself. They both rouse out of it, dust them selfs off, and came out better people and I respect that so much. Chris and Ricky, if you ever read this just know I love you guys, and definitely the rest of motionless in white! Thank you!
